You have traveled so far
With that load on your back
With that big healing scar
That no one knows where it came from
You just paused and rethink
Is it still worth to live for?
You just stopped and rethink
Is it worth dying for?
Then you begin to dream and imagine
All that is left in the ashes of your wish
No one is smiling and hearts are aching
Thoughts explode behind your passing
It hurts you more
Knowing you cannot do it
It bleeds you more
Knowing you are afraid
It doesn’t get worse when you do nothing
It doesn’t get better when you do the same thing
Stranded between here to there
Seeking what it is left to bear
You let the flow to get you to elsewhere
Distracting you from your own senses
But when you get aware of where you are
It drowns you deep back to the bottom
Rinse and repeat is the way you live
Every day is another story you need to finish
It will never end unless you do it yourself
And you cannot. You just cannot.
Restart;
*jvanooffee